Friday, November 21, 2008

Dear World Of Back In Black Lovers..


So, here I am sitting in the library looking like a mega dork.
These are the times I wish I had bad eyes so I could wear glasses and complete the look.
Then again that would mean I fall into the category of my family: Dorksters.
And I like to being a plain ordinary dork.

So your probably sitting there reading this and wondering what the heck am I rambling about?
Truth is, I have no friggin idea.
Just randomness.

So, last nights Supernatural.
Dean slept with an angel.
Is that a sin? Or is it just a piece of angel food cake?
Or even a slice of heaven only temptation can bring?
I have no idea. Either way it was a pretty sweet scene.
If your not watching this show already I suggest you buy the first 3 seasons and get your ass caught up cause your missing some seriously good yummyness.

Anywho, Fat Louie is getting restless as I have taken away his AC/DC music.
He seemed to be dragging away from his studies and good grades comes before good music.

Well newho, now I have to pack up and go home.
Try not to go skinny dipping without me.



Thursday, November 20, 2008

Hello My Insomniac Induced World...


So I'm supposed to be in bed right now but I had a few more things to share with you all.
So sit tight and enjoy the deliciously enticing read. =]

Like the yummyness that is Jensen Ackles and Jared Padalecki.

Okay enough of the sexiness.
Too much and we may all OD.

Me and the mom are doing this awesomeness thing called
The People's Migration.
To create unity.
Friendship and peace.
They arrived in the mail a few days ago and tomorrow one of them will be accompanying me to college. Yaaaay. Maybe I'll name them Fat Louie! Haha. Joking.
Aren't they the most coolest people you ever did meet?

So. Since I knew what the definition of 'tattoo' was I have been wanting and waiting to get one since. And now I think I have a good place to start.

It protects you from demons. Bad things.
I know it looks a little.. extreme. But I think its the most coolest thing ever.
Besides. Sam and Dean have it on Supernatural (Watch it Thursdays at 9pm EST on the CW!)
Its pretty much my favorite tattoo idea ever.
I can't wait. Now all I need is some money and dad to never know. Haha.

So for my Spring semester courses I've decided to take (my prerequisites which are Fresh. Comp. and Beg. Algebra) Drawing 1 class and a Nature Photography class. Yay! Cool right?
Totally. I cant wait. I hope I'll have a lot of fun.

That's that.
Take care.

Try not to eat pancake batter raw.



Hello My Dancing Fairy Loveable World..


So, yesterday, Sam received her gifts and I'm so happy.
I loved buying her things but I really hated them being here with me.
So afraid they would break or get ruined via my dumb dogs.
But she got on her web cam so I could see her reaction to her gifts.
It took a while for her to get the box open.(Shes blonde like that.)
To see her struggle was pretty funny.

So I bought her some random trinkets.
Mostly POTC. Like I got her POTC locket bracelet it had Johnny's picture inside.
She said I should have put my photo inside.
To be honest I couldn't find a picture small enough.
And I also had never thought of that.
Didn't think she'd want me to do that lol.
Got her a light up Jack Sparrow pen.
Lip Balm.
The key to unlock Davy Jones chest to his heart.
She said she felt cool.
Got her a POTC band.

Then came the tube.
Good. Lord.
I thought she was going to hyperventilate.
First she pulled out the drawing I did of her and Tom Felton together.
Since she's never gotten the chance to really meet him..
I decided I'd give her a memory she could never forget. =]
Its black and white and took me more than 3 days to do.
But the look on her face. Was totally worth it.
Then she pulled out the Rolling Stone poster.
She loved it.
Then came the finale.
The glossy 13x24 I think poster.
Of the Jonas Brothers.
That I told her I hadn't been able to buy.
That I was sorry.
I think she almost passed out at that one.

But she totally loves me for it.

So, onto some more things.
I have a presentation due in two weeks.
My group will be meeting tomorrow in the library on campus to work.
Wes (one of our teammates) will probably flake out on us.

So, I was on youtube. (When am I not?)
And I couldn't help but want to desperately share some videos with you.

I thought this was truly: Incredible.

Okay, so my whole family knows I'm obsessed with Supernatural.
It is officially my cocaine.
And this gag was just.. too funny.

This is possibly.. the most random--ess. Funniest thing ever.
I love FND Films. Go Fronk!

So now that my little out of nowhere rant it over.
I must go to bed.
Be good.

One day I'm going to marry Jensen Ackles.



Friday, November 14, 2008

Hello My Turkey Onna Stick World..


So the Endeavor launch was today.
It was pretty freaking awesome.
Lit up the sky like a Christmas tree.
Got some good shots. I'll upload later.

I sent Sam her package of gifts. It'll arrive in Canada on Wed.
Woo I'm so happy. I hope she enjoys her gifts and loves em all.

Speaking of Christmas.
I got mom some presents.
She says we're not going to have a Christmas this year.
I tend to think differently.
And I've got gifts for dad as well.
So as far as I'm concerned, they will be getting a Christmas.
Via their awesome daughter.
Beat that Maple Syrup.

Ho. Ho. Ho.

See ya'll later.


Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Dear Apple Pie Eating World...


So. These past few days have been fun.
College is getting easier as time goes by and I cant wait for spring term.

I've already signed up for all of my classes and I'm so excited to get started.
Although I have only one class I need to worry about and that's the math exit exam.
I'm worried about that.

But I think If I put my mind to it and buckle down then I can easily do this.
I don't like math but in order to move on and get out of this class I have to pass both the final and exit exam so its all good for now. I'm studying really hard and going back and doing the exercises for each section in every chapter that we've already done and I'm finding that I can do the math. As long as I don't think of it as a test then it's all good.

Neways this was just a small update on what's been happenin.

Post again soon.


Sunday, October 26, 2008

Hello My Fanatically Crazy World..

I'm back, sorry I haven't posted in a
while but I've got a lot to share with you today.

So! On October 9th me and dad attended Halloween Horror Nights.
It was.. incredible. (A birthday present from mom and dad for me =] )
The houses, the scare zones, the rides, the scare actors. It was just all so amazingly incredible.

We had express passes of course, got to go to the head of all the lines but there was a catch we found out on the Simpson's ride. We could only use the passes 1 time, per ride and house. Anything that had a line we could only use our passes once for them. Which was gay because we wanted to go twice on that ride and we couldn't unless we wanted to wait in line for like 35 minutes like everyone else. NOT.

I didn't get any pictures worth showing so I just snagged the ones from the site but here they are, some photos previewing Halloween Horror Nights--Orlando, FL. :

Reflections of Fears was obviously Bloody Mary. Most... intense scare house of them all.
She is the definition of fear. In the beginning you see her office.. normal. Then her co-workers. And the patients. And the tests. And the loophole of them having to face their fears over and over was just..freaky. Let me tell you. That narrow hallway with the mirror? So....NOT.
It was a mirror and then it was gone. And she was there. I wasn't paying attention so she got up in my ear and said: "Look at me." I didn't. Those 3 words had me shoving dad forward to go faster and get the heck outta there. Scared me to bits.

Now, Dead Exposure had me laughing my freaking butt off. Dad was in front of me. I was holding onto his blue backpack. (He got it for free at the entrance.) 2 Girls and their guy friend were huddled behind me. WELL! We get in. The photographer is checking the windows. The doors. Making sure everything is locked. Why do you ask? Well carnivorous man eating zombies are right outside and he's the only human left. We are there to live through his terror. We do. Zombies pop out of hidden places and scare the foshizzle out of the trio behind me. And every time they get scared who do they latch onto? Me. It had me laughing my butt off. I wasn't mad one bit. It actually was a lot of fun. If I could have I would have done it all over again with the same people. That crap was hilarious. They tackled me about 6 times. Had me rolling the whole way through and when we came up on the end..(the zombies got in and ate the poor photographer) Those three could not have moved any faster. It was to die for. Literally. Dad and me saw a zombie at the door(hidden of course it was hard to make him out but since we saw him he didn't mess with us. So dad.. walks really slow(yeah he knew those three were all up on me) and while the trio 'ews' their way through his innerds being eaten raw we exit through the door and WHAM! The zombie jumps out and they tackled me. Again. I almost fell over but it was the funniest thing thats ever happened to me. They kept apologizing afterwards. Their guy friend even scolded them: 'I can't believe you. You basically mauled that poor girl down!' Greatest. Experience. Of. My. Life. E.V.E.R. I could not have thought up anything better to do than enjoy that laugh worthy memory for the rest of my life. It was great.

If one of you three are reading this now. I'll be there next year! Feel free to scream, latch on or tackle me whenever need be! That was just... the highlight of my first time there. Thanks.

That's all for now I think.
Maybe when I wake up later I'll post some more.



Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Dear World Its Been A Rough Year...

So.. Its been a long while now. I'm really sorry I haven't kept up with my journal but things happened and keeping journal was the furthest thing from my mind.
After my birthday last year I took my amazing dog Thor to the vet. He was having urinary problems and we couldn't figure out what was going on. Vet game him some steroids to fix the problem because be broke.. yes.. broke.. his.. junk. Any ways, months later he got better. By 6 months he was back to the urinary problem. We saw a different vet who went the whole nine yards testing Thor to see what was up. He had a extremely enlarged bladder. We immediately went to a specialist. Thor had gotten bad by that time. He didn't want to eat, he moved slow, he didn't respond to things he used to cherish. Then came time for the tests. We left Thor there in the trusting hands of the specialized vets. Hours later when dad woke me up from a nap, he looked tired and worn out. Aged almost. So did mom. They told me the vet called. Then they told me I had two options. To either put Thor down or bring him home and make him comfortable. I wouldn't be able to watch Thor suffer and slowly slip away. And I wouldn't allow him to suffer. So without even needing to think about it I told them I wanted to put him to sleep. We drove to the vet specialist, I told them my decision and signed forms confirming my choice. His fate was sealed. When they brought him in I barely recognized him. So sick, weak and uninterested. So unlike the Thor I knew 6 months earlier. So unlike the dog that had protected me for the last 5 years. My hero. My guardian angel. My best friend. I cried. I held him and I cried. He was so soft. Fragile and tired. I wondered if he knew what was going to happen. If he accepted it. If he welcomed it. Did he hate me for making this decision for him? Did he want this to happen? Would he feel it? Would he be happy where he was heading? Would he be okay? So many things running through my head and yet the only thing to pass my lips and into his ears was about how much I loved him. How sorry I was. I couldn't watch. Dad knew this. He cried too. I took the car keys, went outside, crawled into the car and cried my heart out. It seemed like hours for dad to come out as well. It was only about 10 minutes. He didn't say anything to me. Later, dad told me when the vet injected the anesthesia Thor closed his eyes and just... fell asleep. Dad saw this and stopped her when she went to give him the lethal injection. Thor had died as soon as the pain was gone. But by law she had to give him all the doses and did just that. Thor passed away on Tuesday. Just four days before Prom. I was determined to get a refund for my ticket and give it away to someone else. My friends demanded I go. Said I needed to get out. To be happy. To celebrate. But how can you be happy, when your heart was just ripped out in a matter of a few hours? My world was turned upside down and destroyed within one day. I won't be the same. I agreed to go to Prom. I had been planning to go with my friend Hope. She canceled on me, went her own way and said I should find my own way. Susan yanked me off the ground and dragged me to Prom. And I had a blast. Even though Thor was gone, I managed to be happy for him.
Even though the house is empty without him and I no longer hear his excited howl at my arrival, I can still see his face. Memories flood my mind every time I think of him. Thor tackling Anthony. Thor marking Anthony as property. (You know what I mean people! And If you don't laugh at this, then you need some serious help!!) Thor coloring my bed blue with my hair dye. Thor making my life-size bear Clyde into his new bed on the floor. Waking up to see Thor snoring in bed next to me. Yes. He snored. Thor eating creamer and getting his whiskers all clumped up. Thor wrestling Athena. Thor laying in the sun.
Thor. Thor. Thor. I love you.
Ginger died shortly after him. Old, tired, weak and a life lived good and long. She was 14 years old. She would have been 15 this August.

Thor passed away on April 7th, 2008. He was only 5 years old.

This is a picture of the THREE MUSKETEERS. Only Athena remains.
Ginger followed after late May of 2008. She was 14 1/2.

Graduation was really.. packed.
It was held on May 27th at the Amway Arena. We left early. Heres some photos.
Oh.. PS. I graduated with A's. Booya.

Headed for the arena.

Mom and dads view from their seats. Look at how many chairs there are for us seniors to sit on. And let me tell you, That's not even HALF of the graduating class. We only stayed until I got my pictures taken for the walk and then we booked it out of there.

Mom snapped some pics while we waited for dad to come around with the car.

I chose to celebrate at Denny's. Yum yum eat it up. Mom snapped more pics.
Dad bought me flowers for the occasion.

This is dad. Yep. That's my dad in all his get up gear.

This is me and my mom at Denny's. Isn't she pretty? Dad took the pic. I'm surprised he didn't drop the camera. He's not a technology kind of person.
This is my favorite photo. Love you mommy.


Hair done, nails did, dress on.

My corsage. Mom and dad got it for me since I didn't have a date.

On the wrist like WHOA!

The invitation.

The inside invitation.

Me and Susan. She looks so beautiful.

Susan, her boyfriend/date Dustin and me.

The ceiling.

The placement.

Me and KreaCilla.

Dessert. You wouldn't have liked the other two courses. Bleh.

Me and the girls.

Senior year was pretty harsh but I worked hard and along the way, I lost some very important people to me.

This is Courtney. I mentioned her in previous entries. She passed away from bone marrow cancer. She never told anyone at school. In fact, none of us found out until she was gone. There's a tree planted in her memory at TCHS. She was only 18 years old. RIP. <3

This is Jimmy. James "Jimmy" Pierce. He was struck by a car on his way home. It was dark and the driver never saw Jimmy walking on the side of the road. This is my favorite picture of him. I took it on my last day on the bus. He was only 16 years old. RIP. <3

This summer was good. Chilled out and got ready for college.
Oh by the way. I'm going to the local community college now.

Now I'd just taking one day at a time and trying my best not to fall apart without Thor by my side. Mom says his job was done but, I know it was far from over. I still need protection, still need him.

Until next time.

Take care,

PS. My birthday is on September 19th. I'll be turning 19 so in case I don't get on that day to post new pics and say a few things...

Happy 19th Birthday Joshua!
Love you baby boy!