Tuesday, May 16, 2006


Schools almost over and I can't wait. So sick of waking up at 5:30am in the mornin to catch a bus that gets here at 6:30am. Its so annoying I feel like i'm gettin less and less sleep. Zak's doing good. Tho I miss him alot. I have to get my room done soon, whenever I get the chance. I have my final exams on Monday and Tuesday which are both half days and then we get out on Tuesday. Cool huh? Friday we have exams as well but 3rd period is Drawing 1 (Were just gonna have a party). 4th period is PAWS, were having a party there too I think. & 5th period is Spanish were DEFINATELY having a party there if everyone presents their stupid dialogues on Thursday, if not the partys gonna be a lil shorter lol. Spikes annoying the crud outta my ear drums by squaking so loud. Heathy just signed on. I got a bunch of posters from 'Popstar' magazine! 16 I think. Pretty cool huh? ZZTop & Mom just walked in, lol ZZ's sniffing my MD Code Red. Thats funny. Wagging her permanently curled tail at even the slightest noise. I guess it makes her happy. Shes sniffing everything. I guess the nose knows right? Moms rose is wilting. Maybe she'll press it soon. Dad bought it for her for Mothers Day. I asked mom: 'He thought up to buy that all by himself?' She laughed and said: 'I asked myself the same thing.' Its currently resting in a make-shift vase namely: A Dasani bottle of water. Lol. I finished my Art Collage today. It looks great. Least I think so. Neways. Imma go, I'm tired and my muscles are getting tense. Lada!


Sunday, May 7, 2006

Life and Sweet Revenge

Well.. Truth be told.. I tried my best. Life been hectic and I'm sry I dont keep my losey promises of keepin up with this journal. I'm tryin my best to hang on strong. Really I am. But its not easy with an pr!ck for a dad and an ass for a brother named Eric. I cant wait til Zak moves down. Maybe then ill actually be happy again. I miss being happy. It used to feel good being happy. Used to feel good when I knew ppl at school were actually my friends and not sitting there talking about me every chance they got. But imma show them all. I'll make them regret the day they met me next year. No more being picked on, no more being shot down and made out as a joke. Screw them all. I'll show them all and laugh in their faces like they did mine. Gonna change over the summer. Gonna be a whole new person. Have all new clothes to show my new self and a new attitude. I'll rise above them all and make somethin of myself. Now all I need is someone to cheer me on. Cuz if I dun have that, I'll lose all modivation. G2G. Ttyl Bai.