Thursday, November 18, 2004

Hewwow

Today was a good day.. even tho Tuesday wasnt.. this guy Nick in my 5th period class (science) always bugs me.. annoys me to death and claims his friends like me, love me, have mucles when really they dont.. its so pathetic.. well on Tues. he decided he was gonna be a total pervert and draw somethin on a note.. his friend that sits next to me handed me the note and said: this is what nick wants to do with u or do to me.. i said: rather not and flicked it off of my desk without lookin cuz i was sick of Nick always harrassin me durin class.. a guy infront of me named Jimmy picked up the note, looked at it said: Ow man thats disgustin! so i kno it was something sick and perverted.. but i didnt pay attention cuz i was more interested in the days lesson and would rather ignore Nick.. after class when all that was left was me a friend and my teacher Mr.Wolfe.. i went up to him told him i'm sick of Nick.. he agreed and i told him what Nick had done.. he said next time he does that to give him the note without sayin anything and Nicks life would become a whole lot more interesting.. with that i left.. on Wed. i stayed home because i just didnt want to have to deal with Nick and myparents agreed.. today Thurs. i feel sick so i'm stayin home again.. plus its like 4:40am.. whats the point with only 1hr of rest?.. i wont even wake up in time.. and i'm doing great in all my classes so my grades wont go down.. which is very good.. yay.. lol.. so aside from Nicks harrassin my lifes great amazing and wicked..oh and Bo has a very sick.. sick mind lol  but thats for a different entry.. ok.. well ill post more later.. bai!

-Crys-

Sunday, November 14, 2004

WOOHOO

This has been such a wicked week. I went bk into public schooling so i'm in highschool now! :D I cant wait until Monday! It'll be fun..ill write more soon.. ok.. going to bed now.. bai!

-Crys-

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

Ugh

Hey pplz sorry for not posting but we lost the net cuz the phone got shut off, turned bk on, aol cancled our dsl network so we switched to bellsouth dsl.. so its ok..i dont like Internet Explorer.. it sux..big time.. well ill post more lata bai all mwahness

-Crys-

Sunday, October 3, 2004

SORRY!!!!

I'm soooooooooooo sorry i havent been postin.. got tangled up in life :D.. my parents have been teasin me on the whole learners.. i wanna get it i do.. but i have to read that pathetic book.. its just the basics of drivin.. right only left only medians intersections blah blah blah..but um other then that lifes been good..ill fill u in later.. mkay nuh nite! goin to bed i am sooooooo tired!!

-Crys-Luv-

Thursday, September 23, 2004

Wahahahahahahaaaaa!!!!

This is Kelli aka Kellz.. one of my besties who was born and raised in Australia... shes outta town for a few days and i miss her!.. i'm friggin bored.. nobody to talk to:( See we planned this whole Roadtrip like.. 4 months bk.. with me my mom, her and another friend in Australia named Allana.. they have to get $2,000 each and me and my mom have to buy a black or red Jeep Wrangler.. I found a small dealership who have several Jeep Wranglers... one problem.. I have no drivers license and no money.. I dont have a job so i cant exactly buy the Jeep.. atleast not yet.. and I dont wanna have to pospone on them or even cancel cuz then they'd be upset and disappointed and I really dont want that.. i'm cravin for this roadtrip.. I need it to tell the truth.. time to bond with my best friends and mom even tho me and my mom are unseperable... my mom and dad are good with this roadtrip..but my dads got sum messed up memory.. i've told him about it a million times and he says no its not ok to have this roadtrip.. that I should wait til i'm like 20.. but my mom wont be around that long..and i'd like to show her the world before shes taken from me.. see.. she has COPD.. its a lung cancer basically.. and.. the more time that I dont get the money I need is the more pieces of her are taken day by day.. and it kills me.. so.. hopefully.. my aunt will be able to pay me soon and I can start savin up.. becuz I watch her son.. my cuzzin for 5 bucks a day.. altho i'm thinkin of raisin the price to 10 dollars a day.. its a good deal..  :P ok wish me luck on this whole thing.. ladaz

-Crys-

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

Sowwie

Ok.. I'll make this short as I can cuz i'm tired and gotta take my cuzzin to the bus stop.. 3 days recap - Birthday went great.. got tons of happy birthdays from friends, family and bf so I was a happy camper.. on Monday I wished my friend Aram a happy birthday he turned 18 so happy for him.. on Tuesday I just kicked bk and relaxed cuz there was nothing better to do so yeah lol.. alrite.. I got coffee to put on and soda to get ice for and a cuzzin to take to the bus.. then bed :D been awake for 12 hrs so I need it lol laterz! and btw sorry for not postin for 3 days :( didnt mean 2 got caught up in life :P ok bai!

-Crys-

Saturday, September 18, 2004

The Happiness, Sadness & Pain I Feel

I have 5 mins until my birthday.. but.. do u ever feel as if.. some parts of ur family have turned there bks on u?. like they could care less that its ur b-day?.. well.. s'how I feel.. my aunt has left earlier today for the weekend and personally.. I hate her for it.. I'd never miss her b-day or Anthonys.. i'm sick of her excuses.. i'm tired of her period.. my parents have decided to kick her out and i'm all for it.. she doesnt even pay rent.. we support her and lately shes shoved our phone bill up beyound belief.. I'm holding so much pain inside of me.. She's just like my biologicals fathers side of the family.. shes just like them.. useless and disappointing.. we've given her everything.. asked for nothin in return but that she help out with the house.. she's done nothing.. shocker hm?.. she may have planned my 12 b-day.. but missing my 15th.. kills me.. she didnt even remember.. my friends remembered.. ones who have went to bed wished me a happy b-day and ones who have yet to come on promised me they'd sing for me.. others said they'd be the first to send me a e-card.. good friend huh?.. my mom and dad remembered.. my bros remembered.. but she didnt.. and it hurts.. i dont need presents.. or a fancy dinna to show they remembered.. I just need a happy b-day from them..or a card.. even a card they made will do.. but nothing at all break my heart.. she'll never know how truly much she hurt me.. she'll never know what its like to be forgotten.. so I thank all my friends and family who remembered me on my special day.. and I say thanks alot to my aunt and the rest of her family.. for absolutely nothing.. all the birthdays missed.. all the holidays passed by.. and all the luv unshowed.. u never know any1 until ur darkest of days do they truly show there true side when u need them the most.. wishme luck on my special day becuz thats all I have left to say

-Crys-