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Schools almost over and I can't wait. So sick of waking up at 5:30am in the mornin to catch a bus that gets here at 6:30am. Its so annoying I feel like i'm gettin less and less sleep. Zak's doing good. Tho I miss him alot. I have to get my room done soon, whenever I get the chance. I have my final exams on Monday and Tuesday which are both half days and then we get out on Tuesday. Cool huh? Friday we have exams as well but 3rd period is Drawing 1 (Were just gonna have a party). 4th period is PAWS, were having a party there too I think. & 5th period is Spanish were DEFINATELY having a party there if everyone presents their stupid dialogues on Thursday, if not the partys gonna be a lil shorter lol. Spikes annoying the crud outta my ear drums by squaking so loud. Heathy just signed on. I got a bunch of posters from 'Popstar' magazine! 16 I think. Pretty cool huh? ZZTop & Mom just walked in, lol ZZ's sniffing my MD Code Red. Thats funny. Wagging her permanently curled tail at even the slightest noise. I guess it makes her happy. Shes sniffing everything. I guess the nose knows right? Moms rose is wilting. Maybe she'll press it soon. Dad bought it for her for Mothers Day. I asked mom: 'He thought up to buy that all by himself?' She laughed and said: 'I asked myself the same thing.' Its currently resting in a make-shift vase namely: A Dasani bottle of water. Lol. I finished my Art Collage today. It looks great. Least I think so. Neways. Imma go, I'm tired and my muscles are getting tense. Lada!

-Crys-

Life and Sweet Revenge

Well.. Truth be told.. I tried my best. Life been hectic and I'm sry I dont keep my losey promises of keepin up with this journal. I'm tryin my best to hang on strong. Really I am. But its not easy with an pr!ck for a dad and an ass for a brother named Eric. I cant wait til Zak moves down. Maybe then ill actually be happy again. I miss being happy. It used to feel good being happy. Used to feel good when I knew ppl at school were actually my friends and not sitting there talking about me every chance they got. But imma show them all. I'll make them regret the day they met me next year. No more being picked on, no more being shot down and made out as a joke. Screw them all. I'll show them all and laugh in their faces like they did mine. Gonna change over the summer. Gonna be a whole new person. Have all new clothes to show my new self and a new attitude. I'll rise above them all and make somethin of myself. Now all I need is someone to cheer me on. Cuz if I dun have that, I'll lose all modivation. G2G. Ttyl Bai.

-Crys-

Hey guys.. I'm bk hopefully for good

Hey guys, hows it goin? Happy B-lated V-day! SO! BIG NEWS! I got a new boyfriend so yeah me and Jack broke up long time ago, Shaes not my friend anymore and Sherris still living in Georgia but the best is that I got Zackary now.. Zak for short. Hes 18, blue-eyed blonde, built and lives in KY for now. This summer he's moving here and i'm counting down the days. He graduated from HS at the age of 17, has a certification in Welding, machines and has amazing Grandparents. His mammaw is an old lady who can still hold her own when it comes to playing cards, his papaw is a tough oldie who just a big bear underneath all the tough guy exterior and can't stand when Zak scratches his truck up or gets it stuck in a hole while mud bogging with it. He can never keep a 4wheeler, dirtbike or go-kart in one piece and always gets what he wants. Though his ego may be big his hearts even bigger. He calls my mom, mom, and cherishes like a queen, i know if he had it his way he'd make her illness go away. He's already scared to death of my dad and all he's heard is his voice over the phone. He's not a bad person but hes had a rocky past, tho thats me and his buisness so forgive me for not diving into further info. He told me he loves me a couple wks ago and I kno I dont show it but I am fallin for him aswell. I'm not used to guys feeling the same way and to tell the truth it freaks me out to know somebody cares about me so much. Maybe I'm a bit doubtful that its real and maybe I'm just scared to death of actually being loved instead of being used like all the past guys. Neways I think I'm done ranting for now, if I keep going I'll be able to send it in as a novel. Lots of love. Lada.

-Crys-

..Blahness..

Oh yeah.. and my birthday passed.. it was on Sept. 19th.. I'm sorry for not keeping up with my journal.. but life and school are both very hectic and by the time i get time alone or get home.. i sleep becuz i'm so exhausted.. i finally found sum time to chill and type on here cuz i have nothing better to do and I cant go to Sherris cuz there prolly packin and i dont wanna delay them... by the way (btw) i'm 16 now.. yay me right? *throws confetti*

Lada

-Crys-

Heyya

Yep.. Its official. My best friend Sherrion has to move away.. from Hurricane Magnet Florida to Snowy Georgia.. *Sigh* Says she'll write and call everynight and send mail and everything but its hard ya know? Who's gonna eat lunch with me now and stop ppl from picking on me? She was my only friend (seriouly) I have nobody but her at school. Now all I got is a fist full of ppl that dont like me.. teachers that annoy me and a school that seriously SUCKS! *Sigh* Neways.. Hopefully it'll all work out and my last 2 yrs will fly by.. Lada.

-Crys-

Catching Up..

Ok. To the entry about Aram. No we arent friends any longer. He said some things that.. ended it all.

He used me.. said he cared.. that he'd keep my secrets and never hurt me. Well.. what a load of crap that was. I thought he was my friend but he just ended up being a jerk. He told my best friend Shae that he didnt want anything to do with a redneck lil yankee girl. And I have proof she sent me the convo right after it happened. Needless to say me and him will never speak again.

Ok.. bk to reality.. lada.

-Crys-

Just Breathe...

I'm sorry I havent been here.. that I havent kept up with this Journal but school has started back up and i've been quite busy. First off: Say a prayer every night for those victims of hurricane Katrina's wrath.. they didnt deserve it. Send money.. even if its just spare change.. c'mon ppl spare money its not gonna put u on the streets if u do so stop being so dang selfish. Second: My birthday is on Monday Sept 19th. Yay. I get to go out to dinner this week with my parents and friends to celebrate. Thirdly: School's been a blast, my friends are there and I joined this wicked club for anime. It rawks muh sawks. I've written some poetry and i'm starting my story again. I may even post them on here.. not like anyone comments but atleast I kno ur taking time out of ur boring lives to visit this Journal. If u happen to find some intrest in this then please leave a message and dont worry I wont be holding my breath.

I'm not a silent person, I'm very outspoken, if u have a problem with that take it up with my sidekicks Casper the Friendly Ghost and Badtz Maru. Right now i'd like to catch u up on past events. I am currently a sophmore at TCHS. I hate that its got puprle in the school colors but thats not the point. My bumbble bee bear has been chewed and is dirty due to the puppies curiosity. My cd case is a bit bare and I'm running out of room in my poem book. My grades are ok, altho Biology and Spanish could use a bit work. There F's but dont fret for I shall raise them and pass 10th grade. My rooms a pig pen and my hair could use a bit work but thats ok. Its stuffy in here and I have a hunch the A/C has frozen. The dogs are sleeping and the cats are getting on my nerves what with them wanting to sleep on my ass and neck and what not.

My papa and nana moved down with my other half family and miss me and my mum very much. My brothers are twenty and still act like lil kids when it comes to my mum. I got engaged over the summer to my friend Joshyz online cuz he lives up north and then we broke it off cuz it was better to be friends then to be friends with matching gold and silver rings slapped onto ur fingers. Aunt Dot passed away and I miss her very much. I hope Stretch and Shelia are doing well.. after all it is there mother. Wow, I think this is by far the longest Journal entry I have ever had. Hm, hope you learn to enjoy it. Neways, i'm getting sum heart-burn right now so imma grab me sum Rolaids and hang with the mumzy. Lada.

-Crys-Luv-

P.S. Tell the ppl u care that u love them everyday. Dont forget the occasional gifts and special kodak moments. BTW: Spend ur kids inheritence... they can make there own money workin at McDonalds complainning how much there backs hurt and that there under paid. Bye!